Sunday, January 01, 2012
I was listening to one of Joyce Myers teachings and she said GOD thinks you are beautiful, I never thought I was beautiful. I wondered so many times why was I not beautiful, How come I was not slim,why was I not taller, why was I not the one of the pretty ones. I never thought I was pretty. But GOD thinks I am pretty. I should not worry about what other people might think of my and teach myself to believe if GOD thinks I am beautiful then I am beautiful.
she also said if your biological father thinks you are not worth anything, oh wow that hit hone, she said don't believe it, he was wrong. GOD thinks you are wonderful, GOD new us before we were born, he loves us and he thinks we are worth dying for.
she also talked on worrying, something I do all the time, and I have been praying about this for about 2 weeks now and she said stop worrying what is going to happen will happen, because you worry will not change it, trust in GOD and STOP WORRYING.
so I am beautiful, I will take care of this body GOD gave me.
I am worth it.
and I will try not to worry as much and trust GOD more
these things have been holding me back feeling like why should I try to lose weight when I am not beautiful any way even if I was skinny. I will never be the beautiful one,, but in GOD'S eyes I am beautiful. I often thought why try you are not worth it, you never do much right, my dad said I would not amount to anything, I am just a tub of lard. THANK YOU GOD MY HEAVENLY FATHER FOR NOT THINKING OF ME THAT WAY.
I need to stop worrying, I have did it all my life, I would pray over and over please GOD don't let my dad come home tonight drunk, I think that is how I got OCD. so these things I will be working on this year. Trusting GOD to help me. with GOD all things are possible
I am looking forward to this new yearand all the good thing GOD has for me