Sunday, January 01, 2012
I am almost embarrassed to show this picture, but at the same time, I guess this is what everyone is looking at all the time. I was looking through my pictures from last night's New Years Eve party and I came across this photo that someone took of me. I would be lying if I said that I didn't cry when I saw this picture. I have just been too out of control and my body shows it here. I will push through and lose this weight! I WILL! I will NOT have any pictures like this ANYMORE! My legs look absolutely disgusting and just makes me want to cry. But sitting here cryin about it is not going to get the weight off my legs.
Time to make a healthier life for myself in 2012. STARTING NOW!