Friday, December 23, 2011
Back again. Trying again. Sometimes it's hard to have hope when it seems like I get nowhere.
Steve and I went running together this morning. Well, "running". We started the couch to 5k workout from Cool Running. If we can manage to keep it up, that'll be good. It seems like it'll be more helpful to have him as a partner in this whole thing, so I hope he decides to keep it up with me, too.
Steve is out of town until Monday, though, and I'm really worried about what I'm going to do. I'm pretty sure that I should classify myself as a compulsive overeater, just based on what the OA website says. I generally don't overeat on a regular basis, but when I'm not watching what I eat, I end up binging two or three times a week. Those times tend to be when no one else is around to hold me accountable. Since Steve isn't around this weekend, though, I'm terrified to leave the house for fear that I'll buy and consume all kinds of things I shouldn't.
I need help :(