Thursday, December 22, 2011
Hello my sparkpeople peeps! Sorry i haven't been on to support you guys. I really missed you and in the last month that I have been off i gained 5lb :(. So i definitely need you! This holiday season has been a but kicker. I have had more fast food and sugary sweets this month that ive had all year and i feel HORRIBLE! I am trying to get back on track. Found out that my hubby (who is only 26) may have fatty liver. For those of you that don't know what that means. Its excess fat on your liver that can one day lead to liver failure and cirrhosis. It like having a drinkers liver with out drinking. He also has high blood pressure and high cholesterol. I am so worried about him! I have loved that man since i was 14 years old and there is so much wrong with his health i feel like i could loose him at any minute. So i am not only here for me i am here for my family this time. I have a 22 month old beautiful little girl who needs her daddy. Speaking of my beauty do any other overweight parents worry about screwing up their kids for life. I want so badly for my child to never have to deal with being obese and I want her to love herself. I feel like its such a struggle to instil good eating habits and love for veggies in a 2 year old! She wont eat anything healthy i cool. She only wants chicken nuggets and french fries. I keep giving her veggies even though she doesn't eat them, but she is so stubborn! I want her to learn the habits i never did so she can be successful from the start. I know children learn from example. I learned how to be a fast food junkie from my mommy, I just want more for her. So here i am my sparkies good to see you again and wish me luck!