Tuesday, December 20, 2011
This week is going to be a busy one, I am excited for this. I am excited enough to forget about spark and enjoy 'reality'....enough to forget how much I need, enjoy, and love spark and my spark family...Even though the rest of the year when my 'reality' isnt so filled with activities and joyful things to do. This is wrong wrong wrong. Spark offers togetherness my 'reality' doesnt always offer so why now should spark be abandoned... Id be pissed if a close friend I spent as much time with as I do spark did this to me in 'reality'.
So I wont. Spark will be the gift I give myself this Christmas. The friend who keeps me on track. I will not be losing 12 lbs by 2012 I am maintaining and that for me is a success for December. To maintain the 50 lbs weight loss I achieved in 2011. To not allow my hard work, healthy diet, killer workouts, or social networking go to waste. That is my gift this Christmas!