Saturday, December 17, 2011
Wow. I really underestimated the effects of 10lbs. For the first time since highschool I have zero athletic ability. A 20 minute Jillian used to be difficult yes, but not impossible. I'm barely into it and I keep pausing for a drink, for a break and I'm shaking. This is how I felt when I was in high school (size 4) and out of shape. Within the last few years I found myself loving weight training more and more and liking cardeo less and less. Today I'm feeling exactly the opposite. On top of that I'm feeling depressed because I know it's all in my head. Pray God gives me strength and stamina or it will take all day to get through this 20 minute work out.