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Devastation or Sabotage ?


Thursday, December 15, 2011

I tried on my wedding dress yesterday and it didn't fit, i have 4 months to get into it and i am terrified that i won't so it, i didn't realize how much weight i had really gained. When i met Jason i weighed 95lbs and i am at 134 now, that's a huge difference, i know some of it wont go away because i was very sickly looking and i had a child so some of my areas are not going to go back to the way they were. i would be happy if i can be 115 again, i looked and felt great then, which was my per-pregnancy weight.
I was feeling very good about things and just in a minute of trying that dress on made me feel extremely depressed again.
I NEED some encouragement right now and i need and outlet.
I need a punching bag. lol
Should I have tried it on? did it motivate me or push me back? emoticon
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ANNECEK 12/20/2011 9:51PM

    You are doing such a great job. don't let that dress tear you down! Look at your clothes now, are they getting loose? You didn't put the weight overnight, give yourself time. emoticon

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TISHARENEE 12/15/2011 10:38PM

    Dont get down on yourself chris, it will be okay! We're gonna do this together! Text or call me ANYTIME i mean it emoticon

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