Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Starting over again is literally the worst feeling ever!
I reached my goal of 145 2 years ago ... After doing so I started to date (because damn i looked good!) haha .. which means i started going out to eat more .. I started to be more social which means i definitely consumed alcohol which i had previously cut out of my life ..
At first I still weighed myself constantly and to my surprise no change!! I figured losing all that weight had hyped up my metabolism but boy i pushed it a bit too far..
A year later I was up 20 pounds but i still looked super good so i really didnt care! Which i should of but .. hind sight is 20/20...
So I didn't stop it.. And now Ive been bouncing between 180-190 for months!!
Finally About a week ago I really decided I needed a change! (and started using spark people again 3 days ago)
It's harder than before.. I crave worse than I used to .. But I'm really wanting to be back at my goal weight! So here goes nothing!!
Word of advice from someone who learned the hard way .. Never stop paying attention to what you are putting in your mouth!