Tuesday, December 13, 2011
I really can't seem to stick with anything. I have not been working out, I have not been eating well and I feel like a giant wiggly blob. I know I need to get up and do something but I can not find the energy, the will, the drive and motivation. There has to be something wrong with me because the part of my brain with knowledge does not connect to the part of my brain that motivates me to do something. I feel defeated and I feel like I will never over come this weight problem. I am sorry to complain because I know that it is my own fault and that no one can help me but myself. How in the heck does everyone else do this?