Tuesday, December 13, 2011
So, I got weighed and measured today at Curves. I haven't weight myself there since August! The news was not good. I didn't expect good actually, but I didn't expect it to be as bad as this! 167.5 is right back where I started almost 2 years ago! And I swore to myself I wasn't going to do this again!!! Not Happy. And I can't pretend I don't know why.....the Prozac could perhaps be blamed, but if I'm going to be honest with myself-that isn't it.
My problem is weekends, vacations, and any kind of special occassion I can come up with. Why did I do this? I knew it would catch up with me!! Whine, whine whine, woe is me
Well, there is only one thing to do. No point in beating myself up. The holidays are coming, and feeling sorry for myself is a recipe for absolute disaster. I could put another 30 pounds on by the New Year if I try (don't scoff, I've done it before!).
Time to regroup, reset my goals yet again, and get back up. I've ridden this monster so many times..I can do it ONE MORE TIME. And when I hit my goal this time it will be the last time I will regain everything I've lost. I have the tools, I have the skills, I have the know-how, and I have an incentive. What more do I need?