Saturday, December 10, 2011
OMG seriously I'm getting sick of changes, but this time the changes are worthwhile! I found out I will be starting a new job with a local DHHR office January 3rd! Yay! The plus side is ridiculously awesome state benefits and decent pay. The downside is I have to cover the cost of child care, added expenses for fuel, and fix "the other car" for Jeremy to drive since we've only been driving one. OH and new clothes because my clothes are either too casual or to business-y for this position.
So the major suck-fest is that Jeremy and I have decided to forgo a "wedding reception" and therefore went ahead and moved up our wedding ceremony to DECEMBER 21st (so that we can have the wedding where we want with the minister of my choice)!!!! Of course I've basically wasted the last couple weeks painting tree branches, stringing crystal beads, making wedding centerpieces, and doing test runs on wedding cakes for nothing! I'm still wearing "my dress" and Jeremy a suit, but we've only informally invited guests. I've decided not to decorate the church to save the extra money on more decor and clean-up. I haven't decided what to do with my hair, if I'm wearing jewelry, I haven't found shoes in my price range, and have no clue what to do about a bouquet! Honestly i don't even know if there will be any music when I walk down the aisle! So thus explains my absence. I've lost a couple of pounds, but I'm not "on goal" Honestly at this point there's no point in worrying about it, my dress fits, that's all that matters for the next two weeks, right?!