I'm still not there.
Thursday, December 08, 2011
My weight is staying the same. My eating is staying the same. My workouts are sporadic. And my pants are hard to get on and button. The angry lines are on my stomach. I refuse to buy a larger size. Especially when I still want to move down a size!
The good news? I'm acknowledging when a workout feels good. Last night I skipped my workout, but did get 8 hours of sleep. That 8 hours really felt no different than when I get 6 or 7 hours. Today I did get my workout in. Woohoo! But eating wasn't great. We had a work meeting, and I had a burger and fries for lunch. Nothing healthy about it. The other female in my division had a salad. She is gorgeous. I knew the whole time if I ordered a salad I would be on the road to looking as gorgeous as her. But no such luck. I am me. With an appetite for hot food. Cold salad in the winter? No thank you. Before a meal, sure, but as a meal? I'll pass.
But tomorrow is Friday. Saturday I'll be at my parents house. Sunday most likely will bring church and driving back to my apartment. We shall see. The boyfriend is moving out of his place and into mine....at some point. But only for the rest of December. Then he will be a traveling sales man. And I will see him sporadically. And things are going to get tough. However, I do think my stress level will go down a little. Mainly because I will have more control of my schedule. But we will see.
How are you doing? My weight has nothing to do with the Holidays. Does yours?