Thursday, December 08, 2011
What more can I say?! After over a year of stress and grief, I am back to where I started. Definitely was not part of the plan when I lost 80lbs the first time...sigh. It is what it is and there is not much I can do about it so might as well accept it and get back on track.
So in the last year that I have been away from Spark; I have separated from my ex. Been in a car accident. Bought a new car. Dealt with a broken furnace on the coldest days of the year. Filed for a divorce. Taken over my mortgage on my own. Been a single parent. Volunteered endlessly. Worked. Dated. Been happier than I have been in a long time. Had sad, frustrating, angry moments. Continually finding out who I am. Finding out who my friends are. Applied for school. Got accepted. Paid the tuition deposit (now what?! eek). I am sure there is more...lol.
All along, I have let my weight slip out of my control. It was to be expected, I guess, considering the amount of stress I have been under.
That is my little rant for the moment. Don't even get me started on Christmas.