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Saturday, December 03, 2011

My mother in law has been having some problems with reality, so between takin care of her an the drama of a new grandbaby I quit spark. On Nov 1st I lost my older brother to a massive heart attack. Doug was only 52, just 2 years older than me. Not only did this break my heart, it scared the hell out of me. He had had stomach staple about 20 years ago an lost alot of weight. In the last 10 it had come back. He an I were the most alike in looks an nature, an I miss him more than I can discribe. I dont wanna put MY family thru the same thing, the only thing that ever worked for me was Spark. So I'm back. I have to take this weight off an keep it off. I love the mom in law, but I am gonna have to put me first for a while. When I am dealing with her an all her drama I stay stressed out. When I am stressed I eat. Plus stress makes it hard to lose weight by its self. I have a treadmill an a mountain bike (which when I ride on the grass is a great cardio workout) an I have been using them both lately. Watchin calories too. Sorry to all my support friends that I just disappeared off the map. If ya'll can forgive me I would appreciate hearin from you. Later, Wanda
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    Thanks Dee, I'm sorry to hear its been bad for you too. I'm lookin forward to 2012. Thanks for not givin up on me.
    2303 days ago
    we are all here for you.
    im sorry things have been so rough for you.
    its been a terrible year here, too.
    here's to looking forward to a better, healthier year. less than a month left to prepare for the greatness of 2012.
    2303 days ago
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