Thursday, December 01, 2011
It's good to be back so sad that I have to lose this weight, but at least I'm nipping it in the bud now, before I get too far out of control. I don't want to be 140 pounds again and wearing size 10s. As it stands I'm about 132ish and my 6s are rather snug. I'm guessing I'm more of an 8.
I just get so mad at myself for fall off my healthly lifestyle. I let "life" get in the way and don't make the time for myself and then I just give in and eat crap. I honestly can't remember the last time I've been to the gym. I think I went once during the summer and before that maybe once or twice in the spring.
Anyway, I have to do something because my belly is out of control. I don't know why but when my weight goes up my tummy is just a jiggly mess...that is where the fat goes first. Then my hips and butt...not a good look on a short thing like me.
So my plan of attack is to get my diet right. I have zero motivation to go to the gym so I have no idea how I'm going to tackle that fact. You'd think the fact that I pay for the darn membership that I would make the effort, but nope...I honestly don't feel like going but I guess I'll have to force myself into going. I just bought myself new sneakers thinking that would help, but no such luck.
I'm going to have to really get it in gear and get my act together before this weight goes up and up and up...
Wish me luck (if anyone reads this...)