I had a feeling that my new job would break my "good" habit of "a yoga class per day", and it did. I just couldn't make it back on time for my class. And, this week was horrible. My boss told me to complete four client companies' year-end by this Friday (yesterday) on Monday... I have other junk to deal with too, so I stayed until 10 pm to get something done everyday. And, instead of "thank you", I got an "not-so inefficient" comment. I know life is not fair but did I really deserve this? Or was I really inefficient?
On Friday after 5:00 pm, my boss said "It's Friday after 5:00pm. Would you like some wine?" "There are some beer if you like." my co-worker said. So, I showed my big fat 0.5" x 0.25" cold sore in my mouth to my boss, and said, "cannot take anything irritates this". "Wow, stress!!!" my boss said. Men!
I responded "It's because of you!"
"I didn't do anything." boss said.
"It's because of you!!" I continued.
"What did I do?" he smiles.
"IT'S BECAUSE OF YOU!!!" I smiled back.
Yes, it is his fault. My stress solely comes from my work, and the stress that I kept missing my yoga class.
So, today I made a decision, again. I am going to live my life, again. Whether I stay on this job or not, I am going to plan everything, keep what I planned, and just do what I planned.
I just reset my Spark goals, signed up a TRX Suspension training at my yoga class, and planned my December activities.
I feel better now.