Saturday, November 26, 2011
Well About 3 or 4 weeks ago i said i was going to try and lose 15lbs for the month of november...and of course because for once i was being positive and trying to meet a goal...i didn't do a damn thing....i went to the gym maybe 9 times this month and i didn't lose a damn pound.i ate everything i wanted...i didn't even get on spark and enter what i was eating...only cuz i didn't want to see that number of calories...i would have felt even worse...im sick of this yo-yo crap...i know im the one in control of it all. but its hard.. its a constant struggle for me...but i've wanted this for so long i can't give up now...wats 50 more lbs right?? my goal is 80...i've lost 36...so i'm almost half way into it.
i don't want to give up. I CANT & I WONT.....i took a little break..ate like i'd never seen food before and now its time to get back on track, & try to stay on it...lol
Im Sick of always saying.."Time To Get Back On Track"
I Need To Just Stick With It For Once