Tuesday, November 22, 2011
I am depressed and scared. My hubby has control of our finances. But for the last 5 months he hasn't paid the rent. I give him the money but he spends it on other things. Last month I went a bought groceries for my new diabetic diet and he yelled at me for hours. He buys bologna, canned pasta's. things I can't eat. So I am left with drinking boost. This month it stops, I am buying groceries again, and writing a cheque for the rent. I love my husband and don't want to fight with him, but enough is enough. I am a afraid it will break us up. He has a bad temper. And I have post traumatic stress disorder and am very passive and spineless. I hate confrontations. But one must do what they have to do. The fat lady on the couch is scared.