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version 1.55

Monday, November 21, 2011

I don't think it's hit me yet. THAT is 'my number' now. I can't believe I am totally one of those girls that can be like(translate this part like the valley girl I am) 'omg, I am sooooo fat, I need to lose like 10 pounds before bikini season' as she pinches her perfectly fine love handles and stomach that just looks bloated! lmao!!! You know exactly what I mean! I'm officially 155 and 'that' girl that I used to roll my eyes at because it's only 10 lbs not 30, not 50, and not 70! I am down to the point of being the person the magazines are talking to while sitting on the checkout magazine rack at the grocery store. You know 'lose 10 lbs by Christmas' or '10 ways to lose 10 lbs'.
Sometimes I feel like this version of myself, but it comes and goes. Kind of like when you first get married, or find out your pregnant, or have a child- that moment between dreaming and being awake, sometimes you forget and it's like 'how could I forget that!'. I know the 2.10 version of myself would think I am perfect! I actually found the letter and instruction manual she wrote. It's amazing to be the things she dreamed of for the 1.55 version! It is unreal.
I do get caught checking myself out. I actually can leave the house without a stitch of makeup. I can do an actual full sit up without feeling a literal ball of fat in the way. All of my clothes are too big. For once when I say 'I don't have ANYTHING to wear' I'm not just saying it because I don't like how anything fits or how I look in the stuff that I do have but now I literally don't have anything that fits! ITS GREAT!!!
I work everyday to embrace the ever changing me which is simply easier than it was to embrace version 2.10 since she was full of bugs and viruses. I haven't fully discovered version 1.55 and I am not sure if I will get the chance to really identify with her since version 1.45 is being created as of this very moment! I wouldn't say I am creating a new me, more I am gaining my care free confidence back and that is my win no matter what version my processor is running.

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    Congratulations on your amazing accomplishment! Version 1.55 is looking fantastic! Enjoy where you are... it took alot of work to get here! Keep up the great work!
    2280 days ago
    Thank you so much for inspiring so many of us! I am so incredibly proud of you (I know I've already said that, but I am!)
    2280 days ago
    Woohoo your doing awesome Siena!! I like this positive feeling you share with us. May you enjoy the new healthy you and keep up the good work.
    2281 days ago
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    YOU hit IT GIRL!!

    So awesome.
    I hope your new skinny you totally enjoys the holiday.

    I hope your beach body hits the beach soon also..... so what if it is winter there will be fewer crowds!! You can pick your sun spot now. emoticon
    2281 days ago
    Love this blog Siena. Congrat's on being "that" girl :) You certainly are rocking it out.
    2281 days ago
    I'll be thrilled with being able to obtain version 1.99 until I can "afford" to install version 1.55. Then I will start "saving" up for the ultimate version 1.20 - even if the "professionals say I should one day obtain 1.05!

    So now that you are "that" girl the magazines are after you can truly say you are a WANTED woman! LOL! Congratulations, Siena! emoticon
    2281 days ago
    Woohoo! That's amazing. I can't wait to try out version 1.55 with you! :D
    2281 days ago
    Good for you!! I upgraded to 1.55 on Friday, too!
    2281 days ago
    LOVE IT!!! You have such joy in this is contagious. I want to get to Neil 2.00, but right now I am stuck at Neil 2.27. Will get there though.

    Thank you so much for the inspiration that is Siena.
    2281 days ago
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