One of the things I love most about Spark is the community. We are all living life and manage here and there to come on and support one another. How great is that!? It is lovely really. I don't know if it is the time of year or maybe just that everyone is just as busy as I have been, but I don't feel a community here anymore. If I am just as invisible here as I am in the real world, then I might as well not waste my time, right? I keep telling myself I am going to put more time into supporting others and I really should and really want to. It is just hard when i feel like people forget I exist the moment I am gone for a little bit. Maybe I am being overly sensitive and just complaining for no reason, but I have spent most of my life being present to people ONLY because I remained in front of their face. I am not doing that anymore! I do plan to touch base with friends here in the near future...likely over my thanksgiving time off.