Its all catching up to me today.
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
It is funny how, you can choose just not to see things, or be too busy to seem them. So yesterday, I went to the clinic, to verify my pregnacy. It went much better than I was expecting. I of course had a positive pregnancy test, and according to them, I am about 8 weeks pregnant. So surprised. I also signed up for Badger Care Plus, so I can get my first real appointment. Plus I have all the info, to sign up for wic. I am waiting to do this, until after my dr appointment. Which I now have on Thursday. Which is such a Blessing, that someone could get me in this week, and that I can do it with my husband. Since I have a temporary Badger care card, I will be able to go right away, to who ever I like. I chose a Women's specialty clinic, that has all the bells and whistles, including that it is a Christian based orginazation! They even have a website, that I can access, my tests, etc on it. Plus, they have a moms forum, and their own wedsite with baby names. I will have my first ultrasound on thursday, and John will be able to be there. I also wrote down a list of symptoms, so I can talk to the doctor about them. I think my husband also needs to realize all that I am going through. I can't be critical since, until I wrote them all down, I didn't realize it myself. So okay here goes, here is my list of complaints... Nausea, Loss of apetite, Dry mouth, gas and bloating, fatigue, legs crampy, achy, emotional, cry at movies etc, and hairloss. I don't think I even need to mention tender breasts. I do have to say, I am still terrified! I have been praying about it, and that seems to help. I know, I need to just trust God and be content with whatever happens. A pregnancy is not really fitting in with my dieting goals, as excited as I could be, I had certainly hoped that I would be thinner, when I got pregnant. However, I can't complain, beacuse I never thought I would be pregnant again. If I am 8 weeks, then I am farther along than I was last time. I could be less of course... but I hope I am 8 weeks, beacuse then I only have a short time, left on my first trimeaster. And after that I will be able to relax more. God is so good, but I have to say, it is all catching up to me. I am tired, I am going to walk down tot he YMCA tonight and do a deep water aerobics class. No more doing two or three. I am having too hard of time, getting all my calories in. Nothing apeals to me , I try to eat but nothing tastes good. Last night, I had green beans and brown rice, and salmon, and surprisingly the salmon was the only thing, I could really eat. I think it helped that I made it in the steamer, so it had no odor! Oh well will have to remember this, later on. For a month of too I have been having a hard time, getting protein. Oh well, i will talk to the doc about it too, maybe he will have a sugestion. :)