Today i am starting the stree-buster challenge so this is me journaling about my stress as per step two in my first week steps. Most of my stress i think comes from my job and money. i am a server and if dealing with the general public every minute of the day wasnt stressful i work in a place that is more out of control and immature than the high school i went to. i adore most of my coworkers but there is constant unnecessary drama going on and although i try to avoid it it affects the overall mood and energy of the restaurant for everyone to be putting out constant negative energy. also the inconsistent enforcment of rules is pretty ridiculous bc you never really know when the managers mean what they say and when they are going to let things slide. we are in a really slow period right now at work where sometimes you will stay running all night but not leave with more than 60 dollars and sometimes you will be dead all day long. either way it is really difficult to make the amount of money you need to take care of everything. i am hoping the stress buster challenge will help me manage my negative feelings for work and maybe my positive energy will help me get the results i want.