Friday, November 11, 2011
We're moving along in November and I only have 19 days to get to my goal. Only 2.5 lbs away. However, I'm not finding myself super motivated. And at the same time, I feel that it's ok because I'm far from being overweighed. The problem I have is that I lose much on my face, arms, but it's harder in the lower portion. So I hate to look like I'm too skinny when my hips could still shed some, LOL!
I think I'm at peace with where I'm at right now. I don't feel that this has to be a battle. I don't want to gain back what I've lost, but I don't want to fight so hard to lose more. 132 is not bad at all for me.
I'm not saying I'm stopping here. I am going through another round of PMS, and I know that I have little self-discipline in those days, so it's ok, I'm not being hard on myself, I'm letting myself indulge some, and still exercise when I can, and be aware that I am eating a couple of truffles.
I know also that with the holidays coming I will have to be vigilant not to fall back into my old eating habits. If my current weight is fine with me, there is a fine line where I could become oblivious.
All right, I feel happy that I am not beating myself up, if I don't make it to my goal on December 1st, I just won't get another treat like the facial I had planned for, but I can get it another time when I make it.