Psst- I told Josh that I loved him last night. AHH!!

It was a super scary thing for me. It's been on the edge of my lips for over a week, but I was scared.. of many things. Like it was too soon to say it, he would get freaked out, he wouldn't be there yet, it wouldn't live up to my expectations, I would regret saying it, it wouldn't be perfect... gah!

Luckily none of that happened and my fears were totally unwarranted. So it's only been a month and 11 days, but this kid is just stealing my heart!

I'm a grinning fool today.



ALSO I lost 4.6lbs this week!! Holy crap I was so excited. I was very dehydrated yesterday- I drank a gallon and a half of water throughout the day!! And when I weighed myself after work I was 206.6 so I decided to keep that. I am thinking that it will be a good one again next week.


I will be working 14 hours this weekend so I am planning meals for myself so i don't pit stop at Tbell. Plus BF has to work in the mornings, then I work nights so we are both on our own this weekend. I won't see him for a few days! It's going to be weird to sleep alone in my bed for a few days. Since he lives in the next building (but we met online... wtf, right?!) so its super easy to just walk and have sleepovers :)

I'm finally gonna have a chill night with my BFF- it's been a while. With her being UBER stressed in school and me working 60 hours a week/having a bf now we haven't been able to just hang out in a month and a half. She will help me get my pop culture fix. I feel so out of the loop since i'm never home to watch my shows! OO maybe she can dye my hair like i've been needing to do for a month.

I plan to work out tomorrow afternoon around 3 (I want to SLEEP IN!!!!!) before work @ 5. And Sunday morning around 10ish. I ran 4 miles on Wednesday and ooooo it felt good! I think I will do some leg strength training tomorrow. I'm gonna be so sore! Love it. I have some chicken to cook up... any yummy ideas that will last??

Have a great weekend- I am ready for my relaxing/working one :)