Saturday, November 05, 2011
So, as I said in my previous blog entry, I recently started school about three weeks ago and have been super busy. About that same time, I also began recieving more hours at work and with my little one, I have very little time for exercise, which is really starting to bother me. I fit into a pair of jeans that I could not even try to button just a month ago, but I still see the fat that is in those jeans and I regret not being able to exercise to try and lose it. I am a little less than two months away from when I am supposed to be reaching my goal and have made no real progress. It has really put me in an emotional place that I do not want to be in. I know that its not like I don't want to exercise or just don't do it, but that I am too busy to do it but it still bothers me that I can't make the time to do this. I guess it wouldn't be so bad if I wasn't so down on myself and looked a little better in the only jeans that actually fit me without either falling off or not buttoning, but I just can't help it as you readers may know. I guess all of this negativity is really what is getting me down, and not the fact that I am to busy to exercise. I wish I was able to though so I can lose the weight and not feel like a failure.
Thanks for being a shoulder,