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Wednesday, November 02, 2011

Court went well. He pled guilty to domestic violence with a plea offering to keep it from being a felony. I got to take my step son to breakfast afterward. That was very nice. I hadnt seen him in two months and Iv had him living with me untill then for 6 yr. Even for two years after i left my marriage. I miss him like crazy and while he says hes ok he seems sad. But right now I have to focus on what I can controll and thats my 3 biological kids and myself. I am still waiting for my very expensive lawyer to tell me when wel go to court for custody. Nothing like having to take out a loan to pay a guy and never hearing from him and being afraid to call cause he bills you for sneezing on his hour. Im fat:( I have no energy:( I am depressed and I feel sick and suffer from headaches all of a sudden. uggg. Still I enjoy when my kids come home from school and still have hope my butch in shining armors out there waiting to ssweep me off my feel. lol. Well I am off. Thanks for the encouraging words DianeGloria.ttys
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    Wow, he pled guilty. That is incredible and should make things much easier for your expensive lawyer.

    Wrestling with depression is challenging, that is for sure. But not impossible. If there is any way you can get the book, The Spark. It is amazing, beyond inspiring. Gives you a game plan, a way to transform your life. Find your vision and follow thru towards your goals and dreams. I am savouring every word. Highly recommend it. Cost me a few pennies over on Amazon, used. But it is was in brand new condition.

    I for one I am not waiting around for my butch in shining armor. I am polishing up my own armor :-). Rescuing my own self. Want to be able my whole self if and when I am fortunate enough to find a partner on this path less traveled.

    Take care of yourself, your family. Remember you are a good person, deserving of good things. You are stronger than you think.

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