Tuesday, November 01, 2011
Each month we have the advantage of starting a new page in our SparkJourney. Each month I look back at the month just past and wonder why. Why didn't I stick with the plan? Why didn't I loose weight? Why didn't I put more effort into it? Why? Why? Why?
Although it might sound like whining, I'm on the verge of saying "what the heck" and just turning my back on everything. But then I realize that the only person who can change anything is me. All the wishing or wanting won't do it.
So, here we are at the start of November - and this morning I woke up with the realization that I've been putting it off long enough. No more asking "why". It's up to me and I'm going to have to just do it. I'm a little worried though - I've been here before and don't know why this month would be any different. But, perhaps it will be - perhaps this time I can turn "why" into "yes" .
This month I'm going to try to blog at least once a week and keep track of my successes. I'm going to leave the "whys" for last month. This month I am going to use the word "yes" instead.