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A TEAM

Tuesday, November 01, 2011

BACK IN JANUARY OR SO I JOINED SPARK PEOPLE. I JOINED THE TEAM FOR DISABLED PEOPLE BECAUSE IT SEEMED TO FIT WHAT I WAS DEALING WITH AT THE MOMENT. I HAD A LOT OF PAIN PARTICULARLY IF I TRIED TO GET ACTIVE. I WAS REALLY STRUGGLING WITH MY WEIGHT AS WELL. I KNEW THAT THIS TEAM WAS ONE I REALLY WOULD ENJOY.

SURE ENOUGH I RIGHT. I HAVE GOTTEN TO REALLY KNOW THESE TEAM MEMBERS, WE HAVE BECOME CLOSE FRIENDS.

BUT NOW I FEEL GUILTY. MY PROBLEM, I CAN HARDLY CALL MYSELF DISABLED ANY MORE. I STILL OCCASIONALLY DEAL WITH PAIN, BUT A LOT LESS THAN I USED TOO. HERE I AM DISCUSSING THINGS WITH PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO USE WHEELCHAIRS AND I DON'T NEED TO. IT ALMOST MAKES ME ASHAMED TO SAY THAT I HAVE A DISABILITY AT ALL WHEN MOST OF MY TEAM MEMBERS ARE A LOT WORSE OFF THAN ME....BUT I WANT TO KEEP UP THE RELATIONSHIPS I HAVE FORMED.

I WOULDN'T BLAME YOU ALL IF YOU FELT LIKE I SHOULD MOVE ALONG, SO NOW I AM GOING TO BEG. PLEASE DON'T DROP ME BECAUSE I WANT TO STILL BELONG TO THIS TEAM. I LOVE YOU ALL, YOU ARE GREAT FRIENDS TO ME.
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SHERRY666 11/1/2011 3:07PM

    OH NO COLLEEN....... PLEASE NEVER FEEL GUILTY ABOUT BEING ON OUR TEAM.... WE ALL HAVE SOME KIND OF DISABILITY... SOME WORSE THEN OTHERS... BUT NOT EVERYONE IS IN A WHEELCHAIR.. OR HAS DAILY PROBLEMS.... WE HAVE MANY WITH HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE... EYE PROBLEMS... DIABETES.. YOU NAME IT.. WE HAVE IT...SO NEVER FEEL THAT YOU HAVE TO LEAVE.. JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE FEELING BETTER OR NOT IN SO MUCH PAIN... WE ALL LOVE YOU ON THE CHAT THREAD..... SO BE SURE AND NEVER LEAVE US.... emoticon emoticon

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