Sunday, October 30, 2011
I am so frustrated with myself right now. I had lost the 100 pounds that I set my goal as, but now I can't seem to stop myself from eating everything in sight. I have gained 17 of it back and I am really getting down on myself. I have no motivation to exercise and it is just easier to eat my way to happiness. I need my motivation back and to get back on this healthy lifestyle that I loved so much. I absolutely hate looking at myself because I am so upset with me for slipping back to food for comfort (or earing because it's there). I did it once and I'm gonna do it again, I just need that extra push.
Feel free to push me...any of you. I could use all the pushing and support I can get right now. I haven't been on here in a long time, but I'm back now and know this is where I need to be if I'm going to accomplish my goals. Thank you to everyone on here who has ever helped me.