Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Don't have time for a super long blog today. My head hurts just a bit and I think its tea time and then bed time soon! I need sleep. :)
I woke up sore this morning from Tuesdays workout with my trainer. I am ALWAYS sore when we work on legs. Had oatmeal for breakfast. I seriously LOVE that stuff! :-P I had cereal for dinner. I had a good lunch though.
Finally had lunch with my new friend. I had a chicken salad wrap and potato salad. I was full from that for a long time. No munching today! Amazing! :-P
It was nice to just chat with her. I finally told her what I needed to tell her. It felt good to get it out. Now I feel more relaxed for some reason. Maybe what I had on my mind was digging at me? Ugh. I don't know. I hope I can relax from now on. She said something surprising to me today that I never really thought was possible in a person.
A little background. I had a really good friend once who would say things...and never do them. She burned me so bad! So now I'm always skeptical when people say things to me that they say they'll do.
My new friend said she would come to my Thriller practice and well... she DID! I told her I was surprised she showed up! Then she told me when she says she'll do something she always does it. Do you know how awesome that is? And how much better it made me feel? :) Here I was putting myself through unnecessary stress for nothing.
So yes we are indeed going out Friday night!! I'm excited! It's going to be awesome!!!! :-) I'm ready to put on my (sexyish) cop costume and make myself a zombie :-P Bring on Halloween!
So today was awesome. I WAS going to go spinning but then got an email from her saying she was subbing a zumba class elsewhere so I did that instead. I was actually going to stay home instead of spinning. I was a bit tired. Still am really.
Going to drink tea and pass out :-) I think I'll have a good nights rest now. Can't wait to train tomorrow!
Speaking of training. New month coming up soon and that means new measurements! ... I'm really curious to see if I actually did lose anything this past month as far as body fat % goes. Hmm... Have I mentioned how much I LOVE having a personal trainer????? :-P
A funny thing happened. I was talking (to my friend) about my little break down when me and my husband were arguing over my personal training, etc. She understood why I was upset. Hubby didn't understand why I got so upset. I was upset because it was like hubby was taking something away from me that really made me happy. Something that was really motivating me and really helping me. And hubby just wanted to pull it all away. My mood went spiraling down after that day. That's when my little break down happened and I started stressing out so much. That and a mix of everything else.
Ahhh! I think, and hope, I'll feel like my old self in the morning.
Thank you God for allowing me to have this little chat with my friend. It truly helped! :-) She is awesome! God is awesome!!! Life is awesome!!! Living here in Denver is totally awesome!!
Love living here!
p.s. i said I didn't have time for a super long blog didn't i? OOPS!!!! LOL!! I should never say that! silly me!!