Smiling On The Inside
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
For some reason something is bothering me. Something that hasn't happened to me in awhile. But, I want to know why people can be cruel especially when they don't even know me or my situation. I'm talking about the ignorant people that may drive by in a car and yell mean comments about my weight. I'm not skinny yet but I'm on my way. Yes, I'm overweight. I started at 328 lbs and even though I lost 58 lbs already and I'm hitting the scale at 270 lbs I know I still have a long way to go. But, the moron in the car doesn't know my daily struggles with food, that I go to a gym now, and about all the weight I've lost so far. So, what's with the comments?? Is there something they maybe feeling insecure about? Are they trying to act cool? I guess I'll never know the answer to why. But, what I do know is I won't let them belittle my accomplishments so far and it won't get in my way & sabotage me. I've come so far and I'm ready more than ever to go all the way this time. Their comments may hurt temporarily but, I know the truth and that's why I'm smiling on the inside. I do smile on the outside too when I see my hard work paying off and people tell me they see the weight loss. It's like Dr. Seuss said~Those who mind don't matter & those who matter don't mind.