Thursday, October 20, 2011
So I'm on day 19 of my 30 day challenge. I have been keeping up with the exercise, and even though I feel tired sometimes I think about how I'm going to feel when I'm finished. I think about where I've come from and where I'm going and how last year's this time I couldn't imagine I would be doing the things I'm doing now. I also wonder why this was the year I got serious, but with all that said I'm feeling good. My family thinks I'm crazy lol. I'm at the Y every day. I'm there so mush the staff knows me by name. I like it that way; they keep me on my toes and keep my accountable, and even with all that said, I know that it's on me to make it happen.
"It's your road and yours alone. Others may walk it with you, but no one can walk it for you." - Unknown
Losing weight is hard, but being unhappy with myself and not wanting to do anything or go out anywhere is even harder. I've befriended many of spark buddies along the way. I've lost some, gained some, and brought some with me from other places, but I always wonder what has happened to the ones I don't hear from anymore. I wonder what they are doing, and are they keeping up with their goals and weight loss or did they backslide like I've done so many times before. I hope they are not giving up. I wish all my lost Spark friends the best where ever they are, and I hope they are continuing on their journey. I read this quote on another site and thought it would be fitting here.
"Don't let anyone make you feel like you don't deserve what you want."