So, guess what?
If there are tools that you know work at your disposal- you should use them.
I know what you're thinking, DUHHHHH.
I thought I'd be fine on my own but I guess I do need the structure. No more of this I'm only going to eat those things or none of these things and I'm only going to do this and never this- all that led to was falling off the wagon and saying "Oh I already lost today".

Sparkpeople works. It has worked for me. It will work for me.

I'm going to do everything I can to keep myself here, and I welcome all the peer pressure I can get!