Monday, October 17, 2011
This morning I was sitting eating my breakfast (I'm starting to warm to the cardboardiness of weetabix) and it hit me WEIGH IN DAY! Weigh in day was finally here. I leapt from my normal couch potato position in to the bathroom. I gently lay the scales on the ground and removed any excess weight I could. Slowly I stepped onto the scales. My mind was flickering back to the tiny lunches and the insane work outs I'd been doing and I looked down for the magic number...10ST 13!!!!!!!!! Aaaaall that hard work for 1 TINY LITTLE POUND!
Where did it all go wrong I asked myself...maybe it was the entire domino's pizza last night, or that bag of fudge, or the pic n mix, oh and not forgetting scrubbing off my goodbye food cake...oh ok so maaaaybe I wasn't quite as well behaved as I thought! Maybe in my head I'd convinced myself that if I exercised I could still get away with the odd binge and goes what? YOU CAN'T!
My goal for 10st is now officially impossible for 4th of November but BY GUM am I 'm going to give it a good bloody go! I've still got three weeks to get as close to that goal as possible and if I really really try I might be able to hit it for the week after when I have a big night out!
I'm a serial binge eater. I can't think of anything better than kicking back with a movie and a bag of cookies and some cake and maybe a pizza. Does anyone have ANY tips on how to refrain from the binge? I'm not really one for cutting portions so if its in the house it WILL go. I just do not have ythe will power, PLEASE SOMEONE TELL ME HOW!