Not in the mood today...
Friday, October 14, 2011
...I am not in the mood to do anything today. I don't want to be up, online, exercising, or eating right. I want to go back to bed, throw the computer out the window, sit on the couch all day and eat junk!!
The reasons behind this:
Baby girl decided last night she only wanted to sleep if she could sleep on mommy. Now this is not something I allow everynight, even though it is so fun to cuddle with them, but my kids have been allowed to sleep with me if/when they need the extra cuddles. Last night was her night. And it didn't happen until about midnight. Now sometime between midnight and 330, she decided she was hungry, so I fed her and fell asleep burping her. Now I say sometime between those times, because I can't remember, I just remember middle boy waking up crying because he wanted mommy at 330.
Now, normally I would handle this in stride and not worry...however...today I am babysitting for a friend (2.5 year old and 9 month old). I was excited about this until I realized that I have not re-baby proofed my house since baby is still at a controllable age. I now look around and see many dangers that a 9 month old crawler will be getting into...so lack of sleep and now too clean and baby proof!
Because of this lack of sleep and new found chore, I really don't want to be "checking in" here on SP. But I know that if I don't take these few minutes to read emails, collect some points and just plain "check in" I won't do anything healthy today! So here I am...blah...
I don't want to eat healthy today...I want carbs, sugar and CAFFEINE...but I am eating a Clif bar and drinking my normal amount of coffee.
I want to crawl back into bed and go to sleep. My two little ones are sleeping in for the first time in almost a week. I have the chance, but at the same time I have a house to clean and baby proof.
So "here I am" with a choice on my hands for the day...and "here I am" checking in, getting a healthy day on my mind by checking in, and "here I am" getting ready to go and get things done that need to be done...wish me luck!