Thursday, October 13, 2011
Let me just start with I LOVE MY LIFE!
So don't let this blog imply that I am in any way unhappy.
*SIGH* I haven't lost a pound. I haven't been eating right or working out. That's ok though. I will try again and this time do better.
I am just not in it to win it right now. I don't know why.
But damn I love my boyfriend. He is incredibly good looking and I am deeply in love and you would think that would motivate me to eat right and get my fat tuck-us into the gym. He is so awesome and supportive and I enjoy his company a lot. One of the things I noticed about the really successful "losers" I personally know is that they are all in GREAT supportive relationships. It seems to me that when you are in a miserable relationship losing weight and eating right are the last thing you think about.
Work has been stressful and I missed three days this month. That isn't like me at all. I was really sick this week... I suspect I got food poisoning from a shady restaurant where I actually ordered healthy meal; plain salmon, and asparagus! That was sad. Or it could be just the flu. Whatever it was it knocked me on my butt.
Otherwise my new pedometer broke. I NEED to replace it. It was really motivational!
OH and I just realized I owe my friend money for bringing me food when I was sick. It totally slipped my mind. I was so ill and she kindly brought me chicken soup and ginger-ale. What a good friend! I just stopped and wrote her a thank you note assuring her that while I forgot it was only temporarily and I will pay her back.
So while I am not eating right I know I can change. I just need to be focused and motivated. I will regroup tomorrow and start again. This time I need a scale and a pedometer. Maybe next week. Today I am focusing on sleep and really enjoying my work day. I will make it a personal goal to go into the gym and work out but I won't put a time on it. I am just going to have fun.
I LOVE SPARK PEOPLE! Even though I am not losing I am still coming in, reading and researching. I can do this.
I am strong!