Monday, October 10, 2011
Holy crap!!! I will be 30 in 5 days!!?!?! No Way!!!
Well I am super excited about my birthday party on Saturday but I have to admit that I am a little nervous about turning 30.... I know its silly but it's true. I mean for the last 9 years I have said I'm twenty- something... that's all about to be over! Am I ready for that? I guess it doesn't matter if I am ready or not because it's happening...lol. I feel like its the end of a huge chapter of my life and I instantly have to grow up. Dumb right? AHHH!!! lol
As far as my Fitness goes I am definetly not where I wanted to be but at least I haven't gained the weight back. I have been really up and down with my nutrition, fitness and emotions... I am putting my body on a roller coaster ride and I know that is not healthy!! I really need to find myself again... I feel really lost right now which just plain sucks!!!
My goal for the week: Don't sweat the small stuff!!! :)
I refuse to be stressed over a number, it doesn't define me! Whether its my age or weight I don't care! I have a great job, amazing husband, and awesome friends! I need to start taking care of me again and not worry about things that do not matter in the long run! :)