Monday, October 10, 2011
It all came to a head this week. I looked in the mirror and what I saw absolutely disgusted me. I feel like physically I am at the lowest point in my life. I am at my heaviest and the number on the scale frightens me. At age 24 and at 170lbs I feel like I am at the bottom. So where else is there to go? I am turning here in hopes that it will help my motivation last longer than a few days. I know that there are several challenges that await me. I'm not sure I am ready for all of them. But this is my last chance to make things the way they should be.