Sunday, October 09, 2011
I made myself a promise this year to lose 50 pounds and I have had multiple problems... I was doing excellent in my goals until my mother in law past away in April and I seem to have been lost for a variety of reasons since then. It has just occured to me that it is nearing the end of the year and I am in the process of breaking my promise to myself. In April I weighed about 12 pounds less than I do today and was well on the way to success. I could just give up but that is not in me. I prayed about it this morning and will continue on. My goal is more than 50 pounds. It is to be healthy enough to have choices and do what I want to do. It is to acknowledge that while I love the food that is bad for me and my weight serves as certain psychological protection for me it is more important for me to have options and choices and be healthy! I have 84 days to the end of the year and my goal is to now to be able to say I am proud of myself for doing everything I could do everyone of the 84 days until 12/31 to make myself healthy!