Friday, October 07, 2011
First I would like to say thank you to all of you for your kind words and your support. I am doing better than last week but I do have to say that I am a little on the numb side for other deaths....in the last 2 weeks I have lost my Mother, a friend/customer, and an acquantance and yesterday a little girl who would be 2 died( I do not know the parents as they are friends of a friend) but I have to say because she was only 22 months old and was going to be 2 in Dec, this one seems to have affected me on the heart side.
I know the old saying that deaths happen in 3's however I have to say this year>>>>>
Sister in Laws Step Mom-cancer
Little gir :-( not sure why.....
So with this week I have been trying to bring myself back a little and I have actually made it to curves Tues, Wed, Thurs and I am going to go again today. I have gone to the martial art club all week and have also talked to some of my friends about my Mom and had a couple cries too, which is healthy and I have been so overwhelmed with customers wanting their pictures, as I am a photographer, that I have been crazy busy. I must confess though the little guy that I babysit has watched a lot of tv because I have needed to edit.....next week after I catch up I will have the tv off and we will be playing, running, and back to our routine.
Funny how death doesn't slow anything down however I think that it is a blessing in disguise to help the mind stay a little busy and I don't have long periods of sitting and thinking about life pondering the what if's and such.