Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Life has sure been throwing me some curve balls but I have not given up.
Sometimes the best I can do is just keep a balance and try to find the path back without reporting.
So I am back.
Was feeling pretty miserable for a while. Knee injury and then turned out my gallbladder was really bad. Try a golf ball in your gallbladder. Doctors were very curious how long it had been there. Guess it is kind of odd to have something that large. Now I wonder if 6 years ago when the doc said that it was my liver giving me pains if it wasn't actually my gallbladder. So the gallbladder is gone and I have to relearn to eat - I actually became scared to eat it was so bad and some of that fear still remains because my body has to learn to process things differently. Each time I add something new, it's a new experience but I am making progress - enough so that I feel like I can get back on the program.
So my schedule is set. Fall backs are set.
I am trying to be more flexible with myself.