Saturday, September 24, 2011
I have finished with my first Bootcamp challenge. Finished all four weeks.
Feeling rather proud of myself. It was good four weeks.
I was wondering what to do next, and decided to go to another one. I've discovered that I really do need structure in my life or I'm completely lost.
I like rules. I like following rules. With rules you always know where you stand. You either follow it or not. It is simple as that.
To all of you who struggle with chaos, fitness challenges are for you.
I think all is going well. Had a bit of "crisis"
. Took out my scale out of hiding place and almost weight myself, even though I said that I wouldn't. But then I thought "You will just feel bad afterwards, or even worse, you will feel good - excellent, and then you will again be obsessed with numbers. You really don't want to do that." So I gave my scale a pitiful look, and put it away again in the closet, where I wouldn't find it.
Those are my fights. I fight with scale, and having masses of chocolate, feeling like not wanting to work out. And somehow I'm still doing it. Still winning, I think.
Wedding can be a really good motivation