I think I have finally found it"
Friday, September 23, 2011
It's my 3rd week into the program, but I kind of count it as my second week....because I messed up my first week....so no progress that week, but any who.....I think I have finally found the motivation to do this! It's not anything that was said to me or anything I did....it's just that it feels right for me right now! It feels like this is what I'm supposed to be doing at this point in my life. And it feels good to know!
Life is good right now, I'm back in school....really got my head in school.....I have a wonderful boyfriend that supports me in all that I do and loves me unconditionally....I have a family that also supports me and wants me to be healthy and happy....I have wonderful animals that make me smile everyday....my day to day life is a lot happier then it's been in a long time! Nothin is perfect of course, there is still the day to day stresses and disappointments and heartaches and obstacles, but that's ok....because I have so much good in my life right now!
With everything feeling good right now, I just feel like this is the time in my life to do something for me....something I want and something I need. And this is it....this is what I want and need.....to lose weight, get healthy, feel good about myself. Feel that confidence that I haven't felt in years.
The time is now!!!