Friday, September 23, 2011
So, I was supposed to blog about gym time yesterday, but obviously didn't. Not only did I not blog about it, but I didn't go to the gym...but that is OK. I am not going to beat myself up about it...I am not going to use the excuse that I have been sick with what I think are allergies for a week...I am just going to fess up to the fact that I just didn't have the motivation to go.
Sigh....now that I am here blogging about it I feel so defeated. There is really no reason why I avoided the gym other than sheer laziness. Back in January I started going to the gym every morning and I felt great. I also had motivation to go to the gym...or at least something that I thought was motivation...a MAN of all things. Well, that man came and went and here I am...back to laziness. Why do I put so much motivation to get to the gym on another person? I should be my own motivation. I need to be my own motivation.
I have the day off tomorrow and nothing planned so I will motivate myself to head to the gym...it's only a 2 minute walk so there are no excuses.