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Yesterday was hard

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

So, yesterday was my 19th wedding anniversary. It was hard yesterday and today because everything was 19...we were engaged on April 19th, married on Sept 19th and had a our 19th wedding anniversary (our last one). It is still very hard for me to accept the way our marriage has gone. I want so much for everything to be good again, but it can't.

It was/is a very tough time emotionally, but I am very pleased that I managed to stay in my range! I hope I can do really good today to. I'm so afraid of sliding back off the path if I get too down again. If I can make it today I should be good.

Thankfully, there are things to do this evening so I will have things to take my mind off everything. As long as I can control myself this morning and when I come home, I'll have it made!

I'm very pleased with my progress so far. Wed. will be three weeks since I've been back on track. I've lost about nine pounds...only about 11 from where I was before I fell off track. Only about 27 pounds from a total 100 pounds lost! I must stay focused! I can do it!

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PENNEYV 9/21/2011 8:10AM

    emoticon emoticon You have come so far and by God's grace you will make it through this painful period.

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NADINEL 9/21/2011 12:21AM

    You can do it! I am sorry that it was such an emotionally hard day. There are days like that. You handled it well and you are doing great! You go girl!!! emoticon emoticon emoticon

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COACHKRYSTIE 9/20/2011 3:08PM

    Sending big hugs! Awesome for not going out of range yesterday

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KELLYTHEFIT0710 9/20/2011 2:18PM

    I understand what you are going through. How great that you are staying on track in spite of everything! emoticon Keep up your great attitude and thank you for inspiring me! emoticon

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CYCLINGSANDY 9/20/2011 2:03PM

    Yes, you can do it! With Christ who give you strength and power,you will continue to accomplish manhy things.
Praying your days will get lighter for you!


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PERSISTANT123 9/20/2011 11:31AM

    Some dates are harder to deal with than others. At least you realized what is going on. Be good to you and know that you deserve the best. That includes losing that 100 pounds that you wanted. You are an AWESOME lady!

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RAINBOWFALLS 9/20/2011 11:14AM

    You are doing Fantastic! Keep it up! emoticon

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LILIVW 9/20/2011 9:40AM

    You can do it! Sorry that things are so difficult for you right now. You are doing great with your weight loss and I hope much happiness for you. You deserve to be happy!

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KATHIERAE 9/20/2011 9:38AM

    emoticon YES YOU CAN!!!

You were one of my biggest inspirations "last time 'round" and you are again now... your optimism and ability to pick yourself up, dust yourself off and keep going makes me not only want to cheer for you (which I do--loudly) but also get off my OWN duff and get going again! emoticon

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