Tuesday, September 20, 2011
We never just get good news. We thought we had. But no. Jeremy was approved for permanent Social Security Disability which meant he doesn't have to go back to work and risk further damage to his poor feet. (if you're a new blog reader please see previous posts) We were so excited! Then he took a shower, then it happened again. When he got out he discovered that his foot had split open and there was a new sore, another ulcer to take away more of him. It doesn't just take away his foot it takes away HIM. He loses a part of himself, I lose a part of the man I married. When I say a part I don't mean physically I mean spiritually. My kids lose time with their Dad. We all lose. I hate seeing him like this. I don't know what to do. He has to be in the hospital and he just lays there staring out the window or blankly watching TV not caring about anything and every time he comes home he's more depressed. And I hurt for him and my family. I don't know what to do.
Please pray for him. Please pray he doesn't lose his foot. Please pray he comes home quickly. Please just pray for a cure for Type 2 Diabetes. Please pray for my family.