Friday, September 16, 2011
I don't know what is wrong with me. I was soooo tired and exhausted physically and mentally. I know I am not getting the full rest that I need, but still I usually be able to get up and go. I had no energy to get up and workout yesterday morning and plus it was raining. But I did make it up by walking at my job for about 30 minutes. I know walking is good but I guess I am really trying to get the weightloss that I want. I really wanted to do the TnT last night but I was soooo exhausted I didn't have the energy. My eating is absolutely wonderful. I haven't been extremely hungry because I bought some almonds and I ate my high fiber cinnamon swirl oatmeal. You wanna talk about being full all day. For lunch I had my Lean Cuisine Vegetable Eggroll and dinner was turkey bacon and eggs on 100 calorie flat bagel. I'm really feeling good about myself. I just definitely need to get back to where I was on my working out.
Again today I was exhausted to the point where I couldn't get out the bed. Atleast yesterday I got out the bed to attempt to workout before my body said hell no. I live with my mother and aunt and I sleep on the couch in the livingroom. My aunt's room is connected to the livingroom. My aunt had the TV up soo loud when I got home and she saw be going to bed and she didn't attempt to turn down the TV. My aunt got up and and went into her room to read a book but guess what, she still had the TV loud. I was pissed and furious. So I had to put music on and put on my headphones and fall asleep. Well I woke up in the middle of the night and the TV was still loud. She fell asleep with the TV on. I didn't want to get up because I knew it would take me forever to go back to sleep. So I went back to sleep and then this morning I heard my mom and aunt talking. It was about 5 in the morning. So by the time my alarm went off, I was too exhausted to even budge to get up off the couch. I mean I slept until 7:15 and I had to get up and get ready for work. I don't know how to deal with this living situation. I won't be able to get my own place until 6 months from now. But thats okay, I did do a mini workout before work. I rode the bus to the mall that is behind my job. I had to go there to get a charger. So of course I walked, I walked at a good speed where right now I am able to feel the burn but I wasn't out of breath. I was able to talk on the phone and walk. I think I walked for 10 minutes, so later on my lunch I am going to finish my walk up for another 20 minutes and I won't feel sooo bad not working out today. I guess I literally have to take everything one day at a time. Until next time.