Tuesday, September 13, 2011
OHHHH!! Is there some way to stamp my feet and throw a tantrum virtually!! That's what I feel like doing!! The past couple of days have been SO challenging!
In some ways I'm encouraged because the going got tough and I was able to stick to most of my new habits but...
I hate the feeling of wanting to soothe myself with food. I have been struggling with resentment towards a family member and even as I type this I can feel anger welling up inside of me. In the past I would find my place of comfort parked in front of the computer, playing games and eating. Avoiding life and my feelings as much as possible.
Because I don't want to end up back there....I need to face my feelings!
I DON'T WANT TO!!
Can't I just be a two year old for a day? No. Because then I'll end up right back where I
started and worse. So, here's to expressing my feelings, getting healthy and becoming more mature in the process. After all, I am 32. It's about time.