Tuesday, September 06, 2011
Well my moods have been a rollercoaster today! I started out my day in a panic, my 8 year old starts school tomorrow and I was thinking how sad I was that Kyron Horman won't be. He, and my son are the same age and I can't even imagine what that family has been through. Terrible thoughts about my own son being kidnapped run through my mind until I am paralyzed with fear for my child's safety. I feel sick to my stomach about the scenarios I play out in my head and do not know why I cannot shut my brain off! Ugh! Well after a nice crying fit at my desk I finally was able to quit thinking like that and feel better knowing how irrational I was being. I'm just so terrified of protecting him. What a day!