Tuesday, September 06, 2011
Well, here I am again.
Back to square one..Or should I say back to where I was last time I found myself here!!
The last job didn't work out for me. Not my fault really. It was just soooo physical, which I really didn't mind but then my body started to rebel. Would you believe they opened two positions, I'm thinking it was to fill my position as I was truley doing two persons work!!
But ain't that how it goes nowadays??AND it was really my responsibility to say "No, what you are asking of me is physically impossible!!! But there I was trying to prove myself again!!!
When will this feeble human ever learn!!
I'd love to do something similar but it looks like I'm going to require something less active.
Soo back to the ol' chalkboard!! For now I'm here at home...going to the Assisted Living Facilities to visit and bring cheer...Teaching myself to crochet... Which is a challenge since I want to do the more complicated projects!! Going to the library.. I found a really good book about C.S. Lewis and his life. He almost really didn't graduate according to this author.He had problems at school and his Father finally had him privately tutored which appeared to really pay off!! I love his Narnia Chronicles.. he has a way of really bringing the characters to life!
The books are really better than the movie...but then you've heard that before.
I also learned a simple meditation. Mindfulness meditation off You Tube.. It's not anything too complicated mostly focused breathing and learning to relax your mind! Love it!! Went to sleep two times without my Ambien!!~ Woo Hoo!!
Also have been journaling and doing the Inner Healing Thing...Talking to my "Inner Child."
Sometimes I think "When does this ever end!!" I have been here so many times...And I have come to believe that there's a time to go back and a time to move forward..I'm getting close to that... I'll bring her with me and pay better attention when she's speaking to me next time! She'll probably have to "sound an alarm!!" That would be better than aching bones!!LOL! www.singsnap.com/snap/r/